I Need You

I need you

More the than sunlight needing to shine

More than the moon needing the night

More than the clouds needing the sky

I need you so bad it hurts more than a mutha

More than the earth needing the rain

More than my heart can fukin bear

More than you'll ever really know

I need you so bad that it's killing me

So bad that these butterflies are making me sick

I wanna scream

I wanna cry

I wanna protest

I wanna fight

I wanna confess

I love you so much, more than love itself

I would do anything to have you back in my life

Spend the rest of my days making up to you what I did

Baby, You are my soulmate, the one I was meant to be with

Yes, I threw our love away, but with you I was beyond happy

Maybe back then wasnt our time, but will it ever be our time again?

How could it be when your in the arms of another? My heart sunk

Sunk to the bottom of my stomach, beause I realize what I had and I let it go

Now your in the arms of another, someone who is obviously your soulmate

She was made for you, but you were made for me

And if I had a second chance

I swear I would give you ALL of me....but, apart of me feels like there will

be no second chance for us, and this is my fate..... to be without you

I'm numb without your love

Your love is the one that set me free and made me see

That love out of a fairy tale book does exist

My heart hasn't been the same without you

And if I never have you back, my heart will 4ever be missing a peice

I need you, and it crushes my heart to see and know that your heart belongs

To someone else...

I need you so much

That's all I can say

And there's nothing I can do but...

Watch you live your life in happiness with someone else.....

God, this hurts so bad

Love,

I will 4ever need you.


Copyright ©2010 LaRita C.

If Only For Tonight

If Only for Tonight



If only for tonight
Your touch was wanted

A need for your embrace
A need for your arms to be
Wrapped around my body

Your lips pressed softly
And gently against mine

A sweet and slow kiss
Full of intensity and passion

Would have set the night right
Because your touch was wanted

My mind, my body and my spirit
Was in an alone state

Simply wanting to share an intimate
Moment with you, weather it being right
Or wrong, but if only for tonight

I could have had a moment where we'd look
Into each other's eyes and feel whatever we were free to feel

Being right or wrong, the connection we have cannot
Be ignored, because I know you have felt it and maybe you still do

Only you know what you feel, and I know if only for tonight
I would have had the chance to lay in your arms, feel your kisses
Trail my neck, my back, down to my breast, and maybe more

If only for tonight, you could have wrapped your body around mine

And held me until the sun came up

I would have been completely yours




Copyright ©2010 LaRita C.

Why Choose Me?


Why Choose to worship inside of my Love??

Because, I can love you like no other

Treat you the way you’re SUPPOSED to be treated

My love is sacred, secure, warm and plentiful

My love will have you feeling like you’re on cloud nine

No more pain, no more distress or stress, no more worries

No more searching for something that’s right in front of your face

I’m here baby, ready, willing, able, and capable. Take my hand and follow

me. Words mean nothing without action, so allow me to show you

Because I can definitely show you better than I can tell you, I’m ready,

are you?

Why choose to worship inside of my love??

Because my love is accepting, never judging you

From your past experiences but open and willing to mend your broken

heart, willing to show you that love is REAL and it still exists

My love is understanding, patient, comforting and empathetic

This love is worth worshiping in, may overwhelm you at times but never

deny you. My love will have you feeling so many things that

At times, you may be confused by what you’re feeling, but you will

Soon understand the true essence of falling, feeling this deep

connection, so intense that you will forget about your ex and all the

pain that she caused you. Your past will indeed become a thing of the

past, for I will erase your hurt and replace it with Joy, which includes:

long talks, long walks, dinners by candlelight, sharing the simple things

in life, making each other happy, feeling pure bliss inside out, trust,

honesty, loyalty, sincerity, communication, compassion, consideration, I

can go on but I won’t. Are you ready to be happy and let go of your

hurtful past? Come with me. My love is here, you choose.

Why choose to worship inside of my love??

Because with me you can be yourself, for everyone has faults, no one is

perfect. With me, you don’t have to pretend to be something you’re not.

With me, you will experience……what it feels like to feel complete,

knowing that someone has your back in good times and in bad, we can

comfort each other, stare into each other’s eyes, hold each other tight,

make sweet passionate love along with feeling this deep-rooted

connection, laying in each other’s arms, watch the sun rise and sun set,

none of this is impossible baby. So, are you ready for this? Time,

appreciation, attention….let me end your bitter thinking and lead you

into the light with me, where you’ll never have to walk alone.

I promise you, my love is worth worshiping in.

All that you’ve been looking for, all that you’ve hoped and longed for

has finally arrived. Come abroad this ship and sail away with me.

Trust and believe, your heart is safe with me my love.

I can’t spend eternity trying to convince you how real I am. Try me, and

you will see, no mistakes will be made by choosing to worship in my love,

so…..

Why choose to worship inside of my love??

Because this is a place of comfort and security

Don’t be afraid. All that you are looking for is here. Look into my eyes

and believe, have faith, step inside, let yourself go, fall and I will

catch you. You’ve come to the right place

Come worship inside of my love.



LaRita C.
Copyright ©2010 LaRita C.

I am Poetry

I am poetry










I am poetry
From the top of my head

Down to the bottom of my feet
I’m like a breath of fresh air
Once you inhale you’ll slowly exhale

Savoring every inch of me
Not wanting to waste a moment of this pure goodness

I am poetry

Can’t you tell?
My lips are like a sweet succulent peach
One taste will leave you speechless and desiring more

Do you like how juicy they look? Mmmm

I am poetry

From the nape of my neck and my soft skin

Down to the thickness of my body
Is your mouth watering yet baby?

My eyes, they’ll draw you in

Pulling you deeper into my trance

So deep that you’ll get lost in me

I am poetry
Like a T-bone steak
That’s been slowly cooked to perfection

Like a mug filled with delicious sweet hot chocolate
Slowly melting the marshmallows and warming your body up with the quickness

I am poetry

Like a flower that begins to bloom

Like a rainbow butterfly
Sitting on the edge of the ocean’s blue water…beautiful
I am poetry

I’m thick like honey
Sweeter than candy

Taste like milk chocolate

Melting in your mouth and never in your hands

Gets wetter than a rain storm…so wet you’ll be drenched…but satisfied for sure

I am poetry

When the paint glides

Across the canvas

When the paint brush graces the page
You began to work on your masterpiece

It’s a beautiful piece about poetry
Like no other that’s ever been created
Filled with definition and character

Nothing else can compare
To this work of art
You stayed up all night working on it
Taking your time, making sure no angles were missed
Or even a beat
Poetry was created, the best thing that there ever was

I am poetry

Magical

Breathtaking
Fulfilling

Intoxicating….should I go on?

Close your eyes and consume me entirely…mmm
I am poetry







LaRita C.
Copyright ©2009 LaRita C.

Who is LaRita?

Hello People!!! It's been a long minute since I wrote a blog, so I just wanted to reach out to whomever do read this blog. So, Who is LaRita? Who am I? I am a mother, a lover and there can be no ther, L.A.R.I.T.A. Ok, lol. So only a few people really know who I am, other know of me and the rest may be bullshit that people say, if it's negative, lol. I keep it real, bout 98% of the time, try not to hurt people's feelings. So, as of last July, 2009, I am now a published author. I write poetry, short stories and my first novella will be publsihed this year 2010 very soon. The title of my latest book of poetry is titled, "Love Without a Limit," by LaRita C. I am sooooo sooooo very proud of myself for following my dreams and making it reality. I am very proud of my first work and the people who supported me I will never forget: Essence, Keisha, Kasim, Aunt Josephine, Elease, Paula. Thanks mom, bro and sis for reading my book and realizing that I do what I set out to do. If anyone else did purchase my book and I didn't mention you, I am very sorry and your support was well appreciated. This is the beginning for me. This year, hopefully before the winter I will be releasing my novella titled, "Bitter: An Eye for An Eye," under my new publication Go Getta Publications. I have so many ideas, hopes and plans and I am putting them into action. I am...A GO GETTA. I recently joined this women's empowerment group/Sista Cirle called L.A.C.E.S. and I am so excited to be paired with other strong black doing great things in the community and for the community. Next month June 2010, I will an official college graduate with my Bachelor's of Science in Human Services, and continuing on to Graduate school in Fall 2010. I also look forward to becoming a mentor to a teenage girl to aid in guiding her the right way in life. I know that I can't do it all but I am damn sure gonna try, lol. I know that God won't put too much on me that I can't bear, so lil mama gonna twork it out, yesssss, lol. I am pretty much a positive female. I only like POSITIVE people in my circle and in my corner. I have no time for fake ones, perps, frauds or shady people. Only people who are really there for me I need and want in my circle. I am a positive lady about doing positive things and I LOVE everyone who is still in my corner and who was true to their words. It means so much to have at least one person who has your back, supports you unconditionally and love you for you no matter what. I have had too many people enter and leave my life who were selfish, envious, wicked and weak. Those are not the type of people I want to share my life with. Be true to me and I will be true to you. I am that real SCORPIO. Love me or hate me, If I ever told you that I loved you, I meant it and chances are, I will always love you. Anyway, enough of that sentimental shyt, lol. This is who I am. This is who LARITA is. xoxoxo.

My B-day weekend

This weekend, actually yesterday was my birthday and I was just left feeling very disappointed by certain family members loved ones and friends. I didn't expect much, but I did get some beautiful roses and a beautiful card from my babe , which I loved. Again, I'm a simple woman and didn't expect much. But I was very disappointed that certain people didnt even bother to call me to wish me a happy b-day. These are people that may say they care about me, people that have the nerve to call me their friend, but when my b-day comes...no phone call....no hey what are you doing for your b-day...no nothing. And family? They know my number only when they need something but for any other reason all of a sudden their in their own world and don't bother to call....I REPEAT...ONLY WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING OR WHEN THEIR TRYING TO SELL SOMETHING...So I keep my distance like everyone else do. And it hit me today as I cried because I feel like when I call someone my friend, or I care about someone I make sure I am there, for moral support and any type of support. When you call me anytime of the morning, afternoon and night, I may be tired as hell but will at least pick up my phone to talk and just be there to listen. If your going thru something, i'm there. If you need me to go with you somewhere because you don't wanna go alone, and you call me, i'm there. So why when it comes to me I get left hanging like i'm not important? It's just a sad thing and for this reason I have stopped calling people that say they are my frineds, my friends. It makes no sense. In the summer time when I wanted to venture out and try something new, I felt like I had to practically beg certain so-called friends to support my endeavours. Is it suppose to be like that? No. People that say they care about you are supposed to show it, supposed to be there for you. And yet, i feel that I have been making myself too available for people but when it comes to me, it's like whatever, i'm busy. They say life is a learning experience, and I am learning each and everyday....

Friends and New Years Resolution

Friends come and go but the real ones are the one's who are still around. I love my friends and just wanna say a quick thank you for being there for me. This past year has been a rough one as far as my love life and god always help me get through, and my peeps. I don't keep my circle large because every bitch is not to be trusted, and my patience is really too thin to deal with snobbish-acting, phony, fake, un-real, stuck up people who call themselves your frineds and i'm like....wow. You come to find out that she's not really your friend...FAKE. I don't have time for it and I won't put up with it. I also understand that friends sometimes outgrow each other, it's just the way it is. Sometimes you come to a point when you just don't feel like dealing with someone's constant bullshit and lying. So, here it is. I am listing my New Years Resolutions early and one of them is to completely cut people off that are of no use in my life. It makes no sense to call someone a friend and they don't play or act the part. I do realize that friends have their ups and downs, but a real friend is gonna be there and have your back, lend their ear when you need it, be there for moral support, tell you things that you may not wanna hear because their honest. A real friend is not always gonna agree with you, and I feel that real friends should respect each other and be able to joke around, laugh, kid with each other, have fun together, cry together and just be there when your friend needs you. You should feel confortable in your own skin around your friend, not feel out of place or weird, feeling like you don't trust that person and have so many complaints that it's never ending. That's insane. I may in bitch mode at times, and that sometimes....but when it comes to my friends I will never take out my anger or frustration on her. Never. No one is perfect, and it takes a real woman to apologize for her wrong doings and mistakes, and if I feel that I may have done wrong then I'll apologize. If I feel I have no reason to apologize because I didn't do anything then fuck no, i'm not apologizing. I say when i'm wrong because no one is perfect, and with a new year fastly approaching, all fake people will be executed out of my life for good. Life is too short to put up with unnecessary bullshit, to cause yourself to become stressed over a bitch that aint even worth it. I recognize who is there for me and who is really out to support me in anything that I do even if they don't agree with it, that is what a true friend does. Simple, and I am ALWAYS there for my friends.
So......Resolution 1. Cutting off unnecessary people in my life and people who are not really friends and don't act or play the part.