Sunday, July 3, 2011

La Boom Baby

Yeah baby...
Viva La Boom...aka #TeamBadBitch#
I've raised the bar
Yeah, moved it up a notch
Cause somebody gotta match my fly
Compliment me, compliment you...compliment each other
Hot mama status & there's no turning back
Me settle for less? NADA
Gainfully employed, college graduate
Book smart, street smart, Intelligent
Sexy, sense of humor, outgoing & down to earth...
Meet me on my level & we can talk
Wanna be with a chick like me?
You gotta do more than just talking
Cause I'm definitely not too much into da small talk
You gotta SHOW & PROVE
Get down to business & show me why I should show you some play
Yeah I said it...and?
Shit, I'm worth it
Me lower my standards? NAH
Cause you see, me, I'm a grown ass woman
On my grown woman shit
I know what I want, I know what I need
I know what pleases me & I want what I want
So you tell me.....
Can you match my fly?
Cause I'm definitely wanted by many
But only prefer ONE in particular
But yeah, I've raised my standards
And If you wanna be with a chick like me
You gotta be on my level
Mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally
Baby I want it all
Fire, desire, passion, intimacy, quality time
Romance, a deep & Intimate connection, chemistry,
love-making...a chick like me wants something real
I'm beyond the head games, past the drama
Over the constant lies & bullshit &
Bored of the empty promises & the senseless talk...
"I miss you" "I love you"
Look, keep the useless talk to ya self if you not PROVING anything
Cause looka here, while you talking that samle 'ol shit
Somebody else is sniffing at my dress, checking for a sista
And my time is too valuable to waste
This queen is sitting at the top of her throne
Waiting for her king to step up & take his seat
So we can rule the world together
So tell me baby, what you got for a sista?
Do you have goals? dreams? a career? college educated? making an honest living? are you strong? independent? what are you in search of?
What are your accomplishments? Your wants & desires? You think you ready for a woman like me? Are you ready to start living and enjoying life?
If you are, baby, I'm here, the real deal
Take your position & brace yourself
Because my expectations are higher than Before
& if you think I'm up to ride an emotional rollercoaster
play tag, sorry or a game of chance...
Then I'm sorry
I'll have the play the goodbye game and let the door knob
Hit you on your way out...
So baby, you choose
Are you ready for the real deal or what?
Because mama won't be around or unattached for too long
And I won't sit around and wait on you until you decide
What you want and need in your life
A queen....waiting on her king
Come rescue me daddy
Your ship has finally come
Are you ready? Because I am

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Baby....




Hey baby
Yeah...it's me
Let me ask you something
Have you been thinking about me
The way that I've been thinking about you?
Babe....
On some real serious shit
I need you, seriously wanting you
So come on, cum to me, & be prepared
Be prepared to take this love to a new height
I'm ready
Ready for you to devour me
Got my mind right
My body right
Oh yeah, you know what time it is
Time we put our loving to the test
Baby, make love to me
Make love to my physical, my mental
My emotional, my spirit
Make love to my soul
Bring me back to life baby...
Close your eyes & press your lips against mine, lets begin


There's no other place I would rather be right now
Than in your arms and in between your legs
Feeling your sweet succulent tongue flicker my.....
Sucking every inch of my body
Yes baby...
I'm more than ready to fall deep into your love
But tell me...are you ready for this?
Cause it look like you got one foot in
And one foot out the door
And if with me is where you really wanna be
Then let your actions do the talking, be ready
Cause I'm ready to give you all of me, from head to toe
Inside & out....baby, before you even touch my body
Lets deeply connect and stimulate each other's mind...Telekinesis
Wet & slippery & you haven't even touched it yet
Baby, how you gonna handle that?
Lets not waste any time talking...

Come in, close the door behind you
Make yourself comfortable
Have a glass of wine with me
Lets suck on these juicy strawberries & grapes
You like that right? Yes, I know you do
Do you like what I'm wearing?
Its your favorite color
Oh and the pumps, yeah, I'll keep those on all night
Come here.........

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

I Just might Fall......Brian McKnight(Fall 5.0)

I see it clearly
Even if I was blind
You've got me really
Going out of my mind

Things that you whisper
Soft in my ear
Words I've been wanting
So long to hear

I don't know if it's real
But I know how I feel it's
So crazy, so amazing
You can take me now

Got my back against the wall
Feels like I'm standing ten feet tall
On the ledge too close to call
If you push I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall

When you're not near me
I long for your touch
When you're right here with me
I can't get enough

The way I used to think girl
Will never be the same
'Cause you reside deeply
In my heart and my brain

I don't know if it's real

But I know how I feel it's
So amazing, so crazy
I can't shake you now

Got my back against the wall
Feels like I'm standing ten feet tall
On the ledge too close to call
If you push I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall

Each and every moment
Without you is a long one
Thinking about you
And I know nothing will never be the same

Waited a lifetime
To find you
Just want to stay right beside you
I won't let it slip away

Got my back against the wall
Feels like I'm standing ten feet tall
On the ledge too close to call
But if you push I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall
I just might fall

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Love Quotes

Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.


It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.


You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.


True Love burns the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.

The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.

Lost is the man or woman who postpones loves to find one's self. In companionship is where you will better find yourself and your partner and love of both.

You've spent your whole life running and running, trying to catch up with something that has never been there for you. And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious love that's been waiting for you all this time: me.


The worst thing a person could do is lie about loving you or say they love you when their actions show they obviously don't.

Never confuse lust for love. Lust is a temporary feeling. Love is a feeling that lingers and that's felt in the soul.

You can't hide what your heart feels

What's the sense of running away from love when it'll probably be the best thing that ever happend to you?

Karma is and always will be a bitch. Never do to others what you don't want done to you.

Honesty is the key. If you can't even be honest with yourself then how can you expect to be honest with others? Furthermore, why should ANYONE ever be honest with you if you're not even honest?


Love equals pleasure and pain


In the end, will lust or love conquer all?

When a woman's been constantly lied to, cheated on, misled, hurt and abused, how can you expect her not to have her guard up?

If you can't prove how much you love a person, do you deserve to have them?

How can you move on with your life if you have unfinished business with your ex? Is it fair to mislead the new person on, have them out on a thin loose rope that's waiting to pop?

Beauty is skin deep. If you're truly looking for love, look at what's beneath the surface. You just may find your diamond.

Why spend a lifetime searching for something that's right in front of your face?

Would you rather have someone who constantly causes you drama or be with someone who has your best interest at heart and provides you with a peice of mind & tranquility?

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Silly of me

I had never felt so sure about being with someone in my life
Wanted to spend my days with you, my nights with you
Wanted to show you all of me, from the inside out
Was so ready to slowly let down my guard and trust again
Wanted to show you the softer side of me, the side that made loving possible
Wanted to offer you the key to unlock my heart, I wanted you to be my ultimate love; I felt like you may have been the one, felt like I would finally be happy for a change but that idea quickly changed. Silly of me to think I could ever have you for myself; Silly of me for thinking I could be the one to make you happy; Silly of me for falling for you, saying I love you, telling you all I wanted was you in my present & future
Silly of me to offer you all of my great qualities, silly of me for believing you trusted me with your heart; silly of me for spending countless nights listening to love songs, missing you, yearning for you
Craving your touch, wanting to be in your presence, wanting you to be the only one to make love to me, silly of me for having all of these silly thoughts, silly of me for living in a fantasy world
Thinking that anything and everything was possible, when in actuality, nothing was possible because you didn’t want it to be possible. The love that I wanted to fall in love with never gave me the chance to show love ultimately from the interior to the exterior….
So much false hope; so much time waisted; so much I looked forward to for...nothing. You spoke those three words...I love you... but if you truly loved me, then you'd be in my present instead of now being my past.

Goodbye love

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Feels like...My heart is Gone

Feels like... My heart is gone

Feels like...I'm dreaming but I'm awake
Feels like... I'm numb and frozen
Feels like... My pulse is getting weaker
Feels like...My heart stopped beating
Feels like... My heart is gone

Feels like...My world is falling apart
Feels like...I'm in the dark, and it's so cold
Feels like...I'm in a state of confusion & uncertainty
Feels like...My heart has stepped out of my body
Feels like... My heart is gone

Feels like... I've been cut into a million peices
Feels like...The tears running down my face are unreal
Feels like...My hopes were up too high for nothing
Feels like...I stepped forward and fell flat on my face
Feels like... My heart is gone

Feels like...I put my heart on the line and...it was cut
Feels like...I'm living but I'm not
Feels like...I'm breathing with no air
Feels like... the ultimate love I longed for vanished
Feels like... My heart is gone

Feels like...I have to give up and never look back
Feels like...I'm closing my heart to love, because love hurts too much
Feels like...I'm constantly giving myself and getting mind fucked
Feels like...The word "Love" equals disappointment, lies & pain
Feels like... My heart is gone

Feels like...My brain has shut down
Feels like...A storm has wiped everything away
Feels like...I was left on a deserted island with no food or water
Feels like...A nightmare I'm praying to wake up from
Feels like... My heart is gone

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Gone...

Feels like I’ve been slowly dying
Slipping into a coma for quite some time now
Headed into a deep dark cold sleep
Thinking that it was all a dream when…
It was actually reality settling in
I did things to mask the hurt and pain but
It didn’t work, each day I died slowly until
One morning I felt numb and lifeless
I felt pain in my heart, distress, a void
That morning… I died. Every inch of me that ever loved
Died. My heat couldn’t go on loving anymore
Hurt, pain, distress, mistreatment, neglect, my heart
Walked all over. My feelings? Crushed. My thoughts? Ignored
My wants and desires? Overlooked. Love had infected me venomously
If this is the result of what love is supposed to feel like then
Pull the plug and let me code blue. No need for me to cling on to life when love will leave me for dead anyway. Love? I put EVERYTHING on the line for it, sacrificing so much to end up with…a broken heart. Love, has left a bitter sweet taste in my mouth. Love has caused me to have:little to no trust, insecurities, doubtfulness, worrisome, love has scarred my perception of what love is truly supposed to be like and feel like. Love has corrupted my mind
Love has done nothing but lead me in a ruthless and reckless lane, ending up feeling alone, used, dissatisfied, angry and disgusted. My heart? I decided to lock up and throw away the key. Love doesn’t live here anymore, sick of being lied to, sick of being alone, sick of fantasizing about one day having this “Love” out of a fairy tale book. I’m now convinced that love is for the birds, the butterflies and the bees, love is not for me. If I can’t be shown love, If I can’t get what I deserve from love, if love can’t help me make the right decisions instead of leading me into a danger zone, I don’t want love. I don’t believe in it anymore and it doesn’t believe in me either. If I can’t be rescued from Love’s torture chamber, then Love will remain nothing to me. Love? The word is constantly misused for one’s own selfish purposes. Love? The word is entailed with empty promises, broken promises, too many sorry's and lame excuses and not enough time invested in showing what love really means. Love, I’ve had enough. Love, stay away from me. Love, don’t utter the words when you refuse to show your true self. Love? I can't.....