You are not my enemy
But just a thing of my past
My heart turned cold
After all that's been said and done
My heart can no longer feel for something like you
Ashes to Ashes
Dust to dust
I've burried you recently
Killing you was a must
You didn't deserve a life
With a being like me in it
Let alone without me in it
All thoughts & memories
A makeship of dust I flushed away yesterday
Rest In peace
You are not my enemy
But just a thing of my past
We no longer exist
A vivid speckle of mist
Which turned into nothing
That's what you are and what you have become
Step into the darkness
And fall to your death
Take a bow
The show has just ended
You are I are no longer a memory
But just a figment of one's Imagination
NOTHING
This sudden change has punctured my soul
Opening my eyes wide to fact that I mean nothing
You mean nothing, we mean nothing, there's nothing
For you to even say at this point but to remain
Burried, don't reach for me, don't call for me
Don't even look at me, don't utter my name out
Of your chapped lips, skin as rough as the ground
And eyes filled with nothing but sewage
Blind to fact that your journey was to be continued
Walking the plank with your leveled soul
Walking into the light with your being as one
You are not my enemy
But Just a thing of my past
A thing that my walls have shut down for
No entry allowed because you are not worthy
Of a genuine, whole-hearted forgiving fruit as I
Who else would't allow someone in who'd give their life?
Who would beckon at your dying wish? Who'd be there until
You took your last breath, You couldn't possibly Imagine
And see the sweet fruit in me, a fruit you'd want to keep forever
But you took the fruit as I and threw it away
And before I died, you as well were dead to me
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Destroying every part of you
Was a must
To rid all details of you
That reminded me how cold & dead
Life had become when you abandoned
someone you said you loved
You couldn't possibly love yourself
Because loving yourself would mean
You loving me and you hate that, so you hate yourself
When you reach out for your soul
It'll be gone...
Monday, April 16, 2012
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Chasing...Nothing
Chasing dreams
Chasing clouds
Chasing Love
Chasing heartache
Chasing... a dream
Sunlight in disguise crept into my window
Seeping into my eyes one morning
I was...blinded
Blinded by what I thought was love
Darkness quickly came & wrapped its hands
Around my sunlight,Choking it limp
The sky turned dark
Winds blew severely
Birds scurried far away
I heard crying, screams & pain
I looked down and fell to my knees
Watching my heart crumble
Into more than a million pieces
I looked up with tears flowing from my eyes
Only to find... a body with no soul or spirit
Peering down at me with no remorse or regret
This physical form walks over me, stepping on the pieces of my heart
Walking toward darkness, I fell to my back
And gave in as the ocean's biggest wave consumed me
Love...left me to die
Chasing fantasies
Chasing stars
Chasing heartbreak
Chasing you
When I really was
Chasing...a dream
A dream that would never come true
Chasing...Nothing
Chasing clouds
Chasing Love
Chasing heartache
Chasing... a dream
Sunlight in disguise crept into my window
Seeping into my eyes one morning
I was...blinded
Blinded by what I thought was love
Darkness quickly came & wrapped its hands
Around my sunlight,Choking it limp
The sky turned dark
Winds blew severely
Birds scurried far away
I heard crying, screams & pain
I looked down and fell to my knees
Watching my heart crumble
Into more than a million pieces
I looked up with tears flowing from my eyes
Only to find... a body with no soul or spirit
Peering down at me with no remorse or regret
This physical form walks over me, stepping on the pieces of my heart
Walking toward darkness, I fell to my back
And gave in as the ocean's biggest wave consumed me
Love...left me to die
Chasing fantasies
Chasing stars
Chasing heartbreak
Chasing you
When I really was
Chasing...a dream
A dream that would never come true
Chasing...Nothing
From Flakes to Dust
My heart was once mighty and hard
Now it feels broken and Scarred
Now with pieces shattered and cold
You stole my heart and now its sold
I find a piece here and there
I feel I’ve searched almost everywhere
I had the peices found and was ready again to trust
But yet again my heart you bust
The pieces are smaller and harder to find
I feel as though I am losing my mind
Some pieces are lost and it makes my heart bleed
Your corrupt love I do not need
I yelled for you until my voice was hoarse
Now whats left is jagged and coarse
If I only knew what your love would do
I would have never said I belonged to you
You Squeezed my weakend heart until it bust
Now everythings gone from flakes to dust…
This post was submitted by LyricalPoet.
Poem from www.blessedwithlove.com
Now it feels broken and Scarred
Now with pieces shattered and cold
You stole my heart and now its sold
I find a piece here and there
I feel I’ve searched almost everywhere
I had the peices found and was ready again to trust
But yet again my heart you bust
The pieces are smaller and harder to find
I feel as though I am losing my mind
Some pieces are lost and it makes my heart bleed
Your corrupt love I do not need
I yelled for you until my voice was hoarse
Now whats left is jagged and coarse
If I only knew what your love would do
I would have never said I belonged to you
You Squeezed my weakend heart until it bust
Now everythings gone from flakes to dust…
This post was submitted by LyricalPoet.
Poem from www.blessedwithlove.com
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Weather my storm
Like the rain in the night
Tell me baby...
Can you weather my storm?
A place where It's Intensly hot
Satisfying & warm?
Tonight It's gonna be a flood
Definitely far from the norm
A heavy down pour
As wet as a tropical storm
A new place, a new life
Where a beautiful dream was born
Shining bright as the sun
All over, your beauty adorns
A place where we not shed tears or mourn
But a place where 2 becomes 1
Our King & Queen crowns are worn
Friday, July 29, 2011
Love Quotes Pt. 2
There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.
Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.
No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.
Pushing people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn't make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker. Because you're doing it out of fear.
Above Quotes by Sarah Dessen.
More Love Quotes.....
What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~
"Love sees with the heart and not with mind."
Shakespeare
Upon thy cheek I lay this zealous kiss, as seal to the indenture of my love."
Shakespeare, from King John Act II Scene I
"My soul hath her content so absolute that not another comfort like to this succeeds in unknown fate."
William Shakespeare
Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time
Love is a journey not a destination
Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.
No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.
Pushing people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn't make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker. Because you're doing it out of fear.
Above Quotes by Sarah Dessen.
More Love Quotes.....
What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~
"Love sees with the heart and not with mind."
Shakespeare
Upon thy cheek I lay this zealous kiss, as seal to the indenture of my love."
Shakespeare, from King John Act II Scene I
"My soul hath her content so absolute that not another comfort like to this succeeds in unknown fate."
William Shakespeare
Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time
Love is a journey not a destination
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I am...The One
I've always felt like I was this simple girl
Only requiring the simple things in life
To make me happy,to keep a smile on my face
I've never required the world
Although I feel like I do deserve it
Because I'm also willing to give that special person
The world, the sun, the moon, the stars, unlimited access to all of me
I can give...but the question is...
Will I receive what I deserve? For so long I've given
Given too much of myself, given too much of my time
Given too much attention & love and yet, at the end of it all
I still haven't received what I truly want, need & deserve
It's like I've been giving to the wrong persons
People who've been heartless, selfish, so self-consumed & callous
I sometimes wonder, If there's a God, why does God allow these type of people into my life to hurt me; to manipulate me; to deceive me
Why are these people even brought fourth to me?
I never question God but I always wonder...
The deal is this: I am not perfect so I'm not in search of perfection
I don't require riches in order to be happy
I'm not superficial nor selfish
I'm not the type of female you can just woo with trinkets & gifts
Although I do deserve nice things, I require more than materalistic
Ok...you drive & you may drive a nice car...and?
Am I suppose to fall all over you? No
Ok, you got money & love to spend it...and?
Money makes everyone happy for the moment while spending it
But money's not gonna keep me warm at night,make love to me or fill my heart; At the end of the day, will you show me better than you can tell me?
Will you consider my feelings? Will you want something true & real? Will you be different than the rest? Will you cook for me sometimes? Take me to dine out? rub my feet? pamper your lady? Will you give me the quality time that should be spent? Will we share thoughts & ideas together? Deep intimate & precious moments? Will you stand with me until the end of time?
Love
Trust
Honesty
Quality time
Understanding
Affection
Attention
Communication
Consistency
Loyalty...where are you?
Nothing hurts more
Than to get use to something or someone
Then without any notice, it's gone
Taken away from you... your left... feeling disappointed
All that you wanted was so near, but not really
You sit by the phone, waiting for it to ring
Waiting for a text, any indication of contact
Constantly hoping, waiting, wishing & praying
That the one would reach out to you
But it never happens, and if it does
It's on their terms & when they feel like it...
Do I deserve that? After all that we shared?
After I've opened up myself up to you?
You build me up to break me down, which makes it worse...
Because my guard is back up & I'm not letting anyone in...
Afraid to give myself, afraid to fall, afraid to allow my emotions
To take over, afraid to give my heart,Afraid to get my hopes up,
Give all of me, put my heart, feelings & emotions back on the line
Only to be cut down; taken advantage of; taken on a joyride of deception
Lies, confusion...emotional rollercoaster, draining my energy & my heart
The truth of the matter is that
I deserve better
I will have better
Why?
Because I am a Queen
A Natural Black Beauty
A star in the night next to your moon
I am your sunrise
Your water when your thirst needs to be quenched
Your fire
Your every desire
I am...the beat to your heart
Your air
Your past, your present & your future
I am...The beginning to your ending
The reason why your heart beats faster when you think of me
A damsel in distress
Awaiting her king to pick up the peices & complete the puzzle
I am...The One
Only requiring the simple things in life
To make me happy,to keep a smile on my face
I've never required the world
Although I feel like I do deserve it
Because I'm also willing to give that special person
The world, the sun, the moon, the stars, unlimited access to all of me
I can give...but the question is...
Will I receive what I deserve? For so long I've given
Given too much of myself, given too much of my time
Given too much attention & love and yet, at the end of it all
I still haven't received what I truly want, need & deserve
It's like I've been giving to the wrong persons
People who've been heartless, selfish, so self-consumed & callous
I sometimes wonder, If there's a God, why does God allow these type of people into my life to hurt me; to manipulate me; to deceive me
Why are these people even brought fourth to me?
I never question God but I always wonder...
The deal is this: I am not perfect so I'm not in search of perfection
I don't require riches in order to be happy
I'm not superficial nor selfish
I'm not the type of female you can just woo with trinkets & gifts
Although I do deserve nice things, I require more than materalistic
Ok...you drive & you may drive a nice car...and?
Am I suppose to fall all over you? No
Ok, you got money & love to spend it...and?
Money makes everyone happy for the moment while spending it
But money's not gonna keep me warm at night,make love to me or fill my heart; At the end of the day, will you show me better than you can tell me?
Will you consider my feelings? Will you want something true & real? Will you be different than the rest? Will you cook for me sometimes? Take me to dine out? rub my feet? pamper your lady? Will you give me the quality time that should be spent? Will we share thoughts & ideas together? Deep intimate & precious moments? Will you stand with me until the end of time?
Love
Trust
Honesty
Quality time
Understanding
Affection
Attention
Communication
Consistency
Loyalty...where are you?
Nothing hurts more
Than to get use to something or someone
Then without any notice, it's gone
Taken away from you... your left... feeling disappointed
All that you wanted was so near, but not really
You sit by the phone, waiting for it to ring
Waiting for a text, any indication of contact
Constantly hoping, waiting, wishing & praying
That the one would reach out to you
But it never happens, and if it does
It's on their terms & when they feel like it...
Do I deserve that? After all that we shared?
After I've opened up myself up to you?
You build me up to break me down, which makes it worse...
Because my guard is back up & I'm not letting anyone in...
Afraid to give myself, afraid to fall, afraid to allow my emotions
To take over, afraid to give my heart,Afraid to get my hopes up,
Give all of me, put my heart, feelings & emotions back on the line
Only to be cut down; taken advantage of; taken on a joyride of deception
Lies, confusion...emotional rollercoaster, draining my energy & my heart
The truth of the matter is that
I deserve better
I will have better
Why?
Because I am a Queen
A Natural Black Beauty
A star in the night next to your moon
I am your sunrise
Your water when your thirst needs to be quenched
Your fire
Your every desire
I am...the beat to your heart
Your air
Your past, your present & your future
I am...The beginning to your ending
The reason why your heart beats faster when you think of me
A damsel in distress
Awaiting her king to pick up the peices & complete the puzzle
I am...The One
Sunday, July 3, 2011
La Boom Baby
Yeah baby...
Viva La Boom...aka #TeamBadBitch#
I've raised the bar
Yeah, moved it up a notch
Cause somebody gotta match my fly
Compliment me, compliment you...compliment each other
Hot mama status & there's no turning back
Me settle for less? NADA
Gainfully employed, college graduate
Book smart, street smart, Intelligent
Sexy, sense of humor, outgoing & down to earth...
Meet me on my level & we can talk
Wanna be with a chick like me?
You gotta do more than just talking
Cause I'm definitely not too much into da small talk
You gotta SHOW & PROVE
Get down to business & show me why I should show you some play
Yeah I said it...and?
Shit, I'm worth it
Me lower my standards? NAH
Cause you see, me, I'm a grown ass woman
On my grown woman shit
I know what I want, I know what I need
I know what pleases me & I want what I want
So you tell me.....
Can you match my fly?
Cause I'm definitely wanted by many
But only prefer ONE in particular
But yeah, I've raised my standards
And If you wanna be with a chick like me
You gotta be on my level
Mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally
Baby I want it all
Fire, desire, passion, intimacy, quality time
Romance, a deep & Intimate connection, chemistry,
love-making...a chick like me wants something real
I'm beyond the head games, past the drama
Over the constant lies & bullshit &
Bored of the empty promises & the senseless talk...
"I miss you" "I love you"
Look, keep the useless talk to ya self if you not PROVING anything
Cause looka here, while you talking that samle 'ol shit
Somebody else is sniffing at my dress, checking for a sista
And my time is too valuable to waste
This queen is sitting at the top of her throne
Waiting for her king to step up & take his seat
So we can rule the world together
So tell me baby, what you got for a sista?
Do you have goals? dreams? a career? college educated? making an honest living? are you strong? independent? what are you in search of?
What are your accomplishments? Your wants & desires? You think you ready for a woman like me? Are you ready to start living and enjoying life?
If you are, baby, I'm here, the real deal
Take your position & brace yourself
Because my expectations are higher than Before
& if you think I'm up to ride an emotional rollercoaster
play tag, sorry or a game of chance...
Then I'm sorry
I'll have the play the goodbye game and let the door knob
Hit you on your way out...
So baby, you choose
Are you ready for the real deal or what?
Because mama won't be around or unattached for too long
And I won't sit around and wait on you until you decide
What you want and need in your life
A queen....waiting on her king
Come rescue me daddy
Your ship has finally come
Are you ready? Because I am
Viva La Boom...aka #TeamBadBitch#
I've raised the bar
Yeah, moved it up a notch
Cause somebody gotta match my fly
Compliment me, compliment you...compliment each other
Hot mama status & there's no turning back
Me settle for less? NADA
Gainfully employed, college graduate
Book smart, street smart, Intelligent
Sexy, sense of humor, outgoing & down to earth...
Meet me on my level & we can talk
Wanna be with a chick like me?
You gotta do more than just talking
Cause I'm definitely not too much into da small talk
You gotta SHOW & PROVE
Get down to business & show me why I should show you some play
Yeah I said it...and?
Shit, I'm worth it
Me lower my standards? NAH
Cause you see, me, I'm a grown ass woman
On my grown woman shit
I know what I want, I know what I need
I know what pleases me & I want what I want
So you tell me.....
Can you match my fly?
Cause I'm definitely wanted by many
But only prefer ONE in particular
But yeah, I've raised my standards
And If you wanna be with a chick like me
You gotta be on my level
Mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally
Baby I want it all
Fire, desire, passion, intimacy, quality time
Romance, a deep & Intimate connection, chemistry,
love-making...a chick like me wants something real
I'm beyond the head games, past the drama
Over the constant lies & bullshit &
Bored of the empty promises & the senseless talk...
"I miss you" "I love you"
Look, keep the useless talk to ya self if you not PROVING anything
Cause looka here, while you talking that samle 'ol shit
Somebody else is sniffing at my dress, checking for a sista
And my time is too valuable to waste
This queen is sitting at the top of her throne
Waiting for her king to step up & take his seat
So we can rule the world together
So tell me baby, what you got for a sista?
Do you have goals? dreams? a career? college educated? making an honest living? are you strong? independent? what are you in search of?
What are your accomplishments? Your wants & desires? You think you ready for a woman like me? Are you ready to start living and enjoying life?
If you are, baby, I'm here, the real deal
Take your position & brace yourself
Because my expectations are higher than Before
& if you think I'm up to ride an emotional rollercoaster
play tag, sorry or a game of chance...
Then I'm sorry
I'll have the play the goodbye game and let the door knob
Hit you on your way out...
So baby, you choose
Are you ready for the real deal or what?
Because mama won't be around or unattached for too long
And I won't sit around and wait on you until you decide
What you want and need in your life
A queen....waiting on her king
Come rescue me daddy
Your ship has finally come
Are you ready? Because I am
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